Lately I’ve been going though daily cycles of being excited and then sad and then worried about my future.
I should be a nurse! I shouldn’t!
I should be a doctor! I shouldn’t!
I should… I shouldn’t… I should…
I’ve just decided that since God says I can be whatever I want and that my theme is compassion I’m just going to stop trying to figure out what job I should have and what would be best!
I don’t need to know yet!
I have plenty of time!
So I’m just going to be compassionate and continue my hobbies and interests and just leave it be!
When I graduate highschool I will sit and prayerfully consider my path and then just take it without anymore thought! I will refuse to do research that will just discourage me!
I will take the path I’m lead to!!
I’m going to change alot before then anyway.
Maybe, just maybe I’ll think anything medical is gross!
But then again probably not 😉